paranoid ivan

After getting the hip of being a call center agent, I was able to love my work in no time.  Just like taking few clicks, and then I was up and running with the impressive profession I have.

No issue on my work, yet a bunch for this somebody who is just and only my team mate.  I never had realized that I was falling for this person.  I fool around with this person; we even take healthy rivalry.  The person even told me that a day without me is not a “sup call” day for both of us, obviously I am absent, and he just can’t find any grounds of having one, for there is no one who’ll compete adjacent to him.  And I can’t also find several reason to smile, even to take pleasure in my shift if he’s absent, as he always is. That is what I realized; I am just a rival, a part of the team, a friend, and someone who loves this person from a distant that barely I know. That’s all!!

At time we were together, just both of us drinking, just both of us having fun, just both of us together.  I was happy then, very content.  We were drunk afterwards.  Until he left me with no first-rate reason and so I left out also, and rode a taxi.  But the time I was to walk off he opened the flap, took me out of it, and apologizes!  I accepted it, for I understand why after he explained. He asked for my feelings, I answered with no hesitations.  Yes, am in love with him!!  I even explained why, but after knowing my claim, he doesn’t even care at all, so what’s the use of asking. And so he left, and I end up miserable again. Called up a taxi, got home, and fell asleep.

Hell if we see each other.  He said he also likes me, and so I don’t care also. If he doesn’t care, why should I? So I was then miserable, as I has always been

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