…am back to being miiserable!!!!
…here i go again…back to being very miserable…i just hate bein in love and falling out from it…it seems like i just cant be happy…truly happy…i was before…but it was before…i wanted to be happy NOW!!!….why cant i be??…
…i know i was happy before knowing this person…but i should admit that i was even "more-happier" knowing this dude…this dude puts a big smile every shift…and inspires me, even making me fell-off my chair…
…insensitive me, i had let my self fell into an obviously-seen-trap…insane me, i always stumble everyime im feeling this way…i was being lured with a smile, a small chit-chit using the inconsiderate part of technology made by highly-skilled techs of the company im in, and deceived by a sweet-cheap-thank-got-their’s-a-chocolate…insecure me, i always get jealous with those individuals near him…why by the way??…do i have to be..or do i have the right to be??….
…now, i guess, the person has gone out of my own-painted-canvass, has turned my dream into a sweet-and-sour nightmare…am i going to be this way all over again…
…but if the person reads this one, i just hope the person realize how i really felt, how i tried not to assume just because i was indirectly told of mutual feelings….yet, turned being very in love…now that i guess ur too far away…and too high to reach…just would like to thank you anyway…u’ll always be special to me…i’m falling now, but all i see is your shadow…hope it could be real…
